patah seribu..

ak syg dye..tp dye nak blah cm 2 je dri my life..weh..jgn la g...ak xle time xda ko kt dlm idup ak..ak bwu je nk happy2 ngn ko..suddenly ko blah cm 2..weh npe slh ak?ak sedih glew..rse cm kne tanam hidup2 jew..asai la ko xle nak faham perangai ak..selama nie ak fham je perangai ko..ak sbar jew..ak sedih kew..sakit aty ke..ak diam je..ak telan jew..
weh ak rndu glew kt ko sgt2..xpe la ko nak ptus kn?
so fine..tapi ak xtau nape la aty ak sdeh sgt..sllunyer blew ak ptus ngn some1 xda effect pape pon..myb ak syg ko sgt..
lau bole ak nak ko sllu ngn ak weh..ssah senang..sama2..mybe bab ko da bosan ngn ak ak kot..ak kn xcntik..xpndai..xmanja..xpnah nak nak fham ko kn?..lau la ko tau pe yg ak rse..ko la lelaki yg ak suka sgt2..buad mse nie..tau x ak mlm2 g toilet ngis bab ko?weh serius ak syg ko sgt2..ak xleh nk lpekn ko..ak try da beb tp ak still ngis bab ko..andai la ko tau pe yg ak rse..
ak syg ko beb..syg sgt2..tolong la beb..ak syg ko..ak xtau cmne nk lpekn ko nie..da la nk final nie...seriau ak nak face smue nie..ak ttap tggu ko my mr right..

stress menonggeng!!

warh!!im stress!!assignmnt..test and many more..not just that..i dunno what im thinking..i just wonder why he did this to me..at first he so eager to woo me..and then..just hide himself in one dark corner..im really do not understand..i felt like an idiot who kept waiting  a call or text from him..yes im a idiot..i hate him now..more than ever..i should not fall in love again with him..
why my heart do not understand and hear what im telling it to do..stupidity is spreading around my body..
jap2 suka..jap2 benci..ak g kaki krg!!hurh!!
xfham la weh..asai la ko wat ak cm nie..ak nie suka owg mmg cpat..nak cintakan owg 2 sgt ssah..
ko 2 kira lucky la..hahaha..(perasan jap..)
ak mmg calon NR..nseb aek la ad owg tolong crikn umah sewa awai2..lau x?duk tpi jalan ak sem dpan..
sebenarnya,ak mmg xpueh aty ngn some1 nie..asyik2 nk mengungkit..panas je ak ngn die..cam la ak nie x da bnda nak diungkit ngn dye,semue bnda dye nk citer kt owg laen..tah2 yg dlm kaen ke?seluar kot.. pon nak citer kt owg keliling dye..cm shit je..cm ak xpnah tolong dye je..krg ku isytihar war jap g krg bwu tau..mcm la bagus sgt..suka sgt ckap besar..duk post kt citu la..duk call owg gtaw la..aduih hai..xpasai2 mkn penyepak krg..
kdg2 ak terpikir nak jdk dak nerd..xad la owg ggu ak kn?ish..kdg2 ak rse cm nk tkar kampus je..dkat ckit ngn mak ak..kesimpulan ak sakit aty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!xda mood weh!!!!!!!

i dunno..

im sad 2day..i hate fighting!! i hate everything today..warhhhhhhh!!!! i would like to screaming right now..but i cant..coz im in da library..i just wonder how this beautiful morning become a disaster?.. why he just can be a little bit matured?is that to hard 2 do so? the most annoying part is when there are somethings that i hate to hear and see today..the people that i expect to grow up a little bit is...im speechless when i saw tut....ignoring me and there are some part when tut..blaming me 4 something that defiantly not true at all..just like bull shit..

why????

even we were like milk and chocolate...we still be 2gether..me and her we are bff forever..:)

 last 15 minutes ago..i just call my bff..oh my god..i miss she so bad..she told me that she miss me too and have a lot of trouble when i was away from her..so poor my lovely bff..why our class rep..doesnt..do his task and responsibility?this really piss me off..i just wanna punch his face right now..why must everythings comes back to me and my bff when it comes to his task or responsibility that he should do?

 swear by god!!i hate him so much right now..if he stand right infront of me right now..i will make sure that  he got my geum jan di kick right on his face right now..what should i do?oh..i felt so helpless to help my bff right now..i hate this feeling..oh my dear bff,wait 4 me..i will come 2 rescue u from the devil jinggo a.k.a.. our class rep..

i know..when i go back 2 uitm..i will be pleased with a lots of assignment and test..and i know what will i feel that time..i think at that time..i will need a lots of panadol..oh..my god..im sick already just by thinking about it..never mind...to gain dekan..i must go along this stressfull and exhausted way..wait 4 me dekan..im on my way..hold on k?..(kih3x..)

seriously i donno why..but i miss tdm 321 than my own room..kind of weird..isnt?kih3x..i just love the scence and scent of that room..oh..i really miss bubu..pieja teddy bear..:) and the most important part i miss the time we hang out 2gether..oh there so much fun..

over exciting la..

hye..welcome to my fairy blog..huhuhu...actually..i want to create a blog 4 a long time ago..but i dont have a good time to do so..since i have nuthing to do right now..so i make one..today..is very tiring day..i dont why..weird me?isnt?i miss my bff..nur syafizah bt ismail..she from rawang,selangor.she so kind to me.always help me whenever i need her..i felt lucky to have a good friend like her. :)

i have a problem.so i have to take a emergency leave.so many days i felt i miss da class (pdhal bwu 3 kli x dtg klass..)..i miss my lecturer..my friends and also my mr phd..hes at kelantan n i at perak...what a long journey and distance between me and him..

i just wonder..how are my classmate goes their life without me? (perasan abes...).. :)..

i cant wait to go back to uitm..
2 deal with a lots of assignments,presentations and also tests..
oh mak gard..
tertelan ubat gegat..kih3x..